Beautiful

 

 I think I’m a lover of fires. Candles and incense, bonfires and fire places, passion and creative force, stars and sage, the rising and falling of the sun. The destruction of the old , the birth of the new. Igniting the flame. Being set ablaze. The heat. The energy. The burn. 

-Victoria Erickson

I let myself fall

To Kevin. I really like you like really really like you. I’m not sure if it’s love but whatever it is it sucks. I can’t believe I let myself fall this hard for something I can never have.  But It’s my fault. I put myself in this situation. I knew where I stood when this started. 

So Uhm

So yea I was really drunk last night and might have told Kevin I loved him….

5K

I drank entirely too much last night and had to wake up entirely too early to drive an hour to run a 5K. I get here and it’s raining. No big deal I don’t mind running in the rain but now they are probably gonna cancel it because of lightening. I’m gonna be just a tad upset if I came up here for no reason. 

Meet William

I met William at a bar(classy right?) He’s somewhat thick but mostly muscle and has a full on beard. He’s a junior in college and  in a frat. He’s super cute but too lovey dovey.

He has taken me on a few dates and we almost always end up at the bar before the night is over, which is fine with me because I love to drink. We were “talking” for about a month and at a frat party one night he asked me to be his girlfriend. I’m not good under pressure so I had to say yes. After it was official and we actually started hanging out without drinking, I realized I really only liked him when I was drunk, but then again I miss him when we aren’t together. So I had to break up with him (I’m a bitch I know) After we broke up we still continue to text every day and he’s still taking me to his formal and one of his friend’s wedding.**Side Note: William and I have never had sex. We only kiss and if I’m drunk we make out. (BTW I hate making out. It’s so gross to me. I can’t stand the thought of someone’s tongue and slobber in my mouth GAG!) Anyway, I’m not sure why I don’t want to date him. It may be because my last relationshit (<<see what I did there lol) sucked ass and has ruined me. Or it could be I only want something until its mine then I’m just like ehhh. I’m a confusing person but you will get used to it. Welp that’s William

Ughhh

 

 This morning has just been Blahh. I feel like I need to cry but I can’t. My anxiety is kinda getting the best of me right now. I hate days like this. I know I’m being a big baby but whatevs you can listen to me wine. I wanted to go hiking after work but it’s rainy. Somebody cheer me up please! 

This is so me!

  

Feeling Great!

So one of our clients just came in and dropped off a $50 gift card for me and a really cool baseball card for my boss for all of our hard work! Yea, this is awesome! I wish all of our clients were like this. lol Well that is all I wanted to say!

7 Followers!!

That fact that I have 7 followers is very exciting to me! I want to say thank you! And please tell everyone about my blog! Loves!!! 

Think About It

What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail? I would love to hear your response 🙂